a tired christmas day~

lolz...today is off day~~finally cn rest le....
everyday do full day form morning till night....very tired~><~~wn pengsan le lol~~~haiz~at christmas day tht day i am hving my work~cnt off~~lolz~~em~but nvm le ba~cn eran more money~^^rili dwn use my oarent money le~~they always say dnt care about their money just call me study well thn enought e~money there thy cn control it...but i knw tht they are lie-ing me...they rili wn no hv money le...my father him dy many month no work le....
lolz~nvm ba~after gt salary i will buy my new year shirt with my salary...
i rili dwn use their money n waste their money...
rili...rili....
now the world ekonomy has down...
my father sales also down many....
wtf....
i hate this ekonomy....
very hate it......
damn it....
but now hate also cnt do any thg also..
just hope thth my family n i cn live in before de life le....
i very lk before de life...
tht is comfortable...i very lk it...^^~
christmas day tht day ntg happen just  work work...
ntg chg....haha..
late say a work to world...
merry christmas~XD~ps nia~~@@

Finally i am bk here^^

yeah~finally gt a rest day~that is today now~hahah~a off day to me~^^
before always work till night 10 pm...lolz~
bk home eat bath thn slp thn next day wake up eat bath go work again~continue it 10 days~@@~
ki siao liao~xDDD~
hahaha~but nvm la~cn earn more money~~haha~
cn buy more things~xDDD.....
erm~now aday rilino sms wif anyone jor~@@破纪录了~~~~xDDD~~hahaha~also gd la~~
thn more a time i will dwn use phone liao~@@
lazy use le~^^~all thg has change...haha....nice jobs~xDDD~
concentrate work n SPM~yeah~wei lun,wei kai,yi chern,jing wei n me all buy same bag but no same colour~xDD~yeah~~RM90~walao~xDD~hahah~NIKE~~lolz~is lk that de lol~
nike is nice brand in the world de~~xDD....
erm~last two days is our supervisor birthday~(shy ling)~xDD~~
she happy le lol n suprise~hahaha~~we all help her celebrate haha~~whn our manager bk home~~~

if manager see dao....
we all jiu die le lol~xDD~dono y many worker at studio here de all dislk manager de~lolz~~
but me also gt abit la~xDDD~~lthought he always take a smile to people every time at where~
but sometime he rili bad whn gt problem thn jiu scold us~~
we no wrong also tiok scold~haiz~~
ytd big lun n small lun tiok customer scold~walao~~
he customer no hv otak de~~
sock cn test de lol~~i first time see this customer~~
if gv me i rili wn say bk him if he sell sock he wn let any cyustomer test his sold sock~siao kia~~gila betul dia~haiz~
nvm le ba~
this world wat people also gd hurt u de ppl,no mind de people,lie u de people...
just small amount gt a gud people in the world....
all people's heart dy eat by devil~haiz~~
at his work i also gt happy n unhappy n also gt boring n moody~~
happy is whn customer many....unhappy is no hv customer thn will very boring......
mooody is because whn no customer my thk bk before thg again....lolz~
althought now rili gt some thk bkher...
but i promise her(qi)i will forget her..
i cn do tht~
i trust my self~~phone all of her thg dy delete le lu~xDD~
no find her again~~just whn meet tiok her just smile wif her this onli...other thg i wont do le la~~lolz~^^~~k le~
just write at here~i gonna go sunway liao~go watch movie myself~~lolz~~~lonely nia~~
but i xi guan le~~nvm ba~~see ya~~^^

i Hate myself =(

=(....already wn work le~
but i now gt a bad feel to my work~
i scare my work will do till bad~
many bad thg will happen on me~lolz~already long time no hv this feel le~lolz~alamk~dono how do le lol~
=(.....
haiz~wei....u cn reply me le bo??=(
u dwn dnt reply me la...lolz...=(
i now already fall in....to u slowly...
lolz~ur accom cn chg me many thg...
i now very hate mysel...
y just cnt thk simplely....haiz...
i now rii dono how to do le lol..=(
hope u cn reply me le la...T^T

Already two day...

Aready two day le...u still no reply my msg....u rili dwn reply me le ma??i am wating u...=)

*~简简单单~*

我們都是泡沫輕輕一碰就破........
眼淚是愛的花火.........
昨天就像飛機穿過我的窗口.......
我什麼都沒有...........

我攤開了雙手 妳予取予求 直到妳想自由.......
痛苦的時候 我不會閃躲 就像樹葉甘心為春風吹落.............

只是簡簡單單的愛過 我還是我..................
簡簡單單的傷過 就不算白活..............
簡簡單單的瘋過 被夢帶走..............
當故事結束之後 心也喜歡一個人寂寞..........

我攤開了雙手 妳予取予求 直到妳想自由.............
痛苦的時候 我不會閃躲 就像樹葉甘心為春風吹落.............

只是簡簡單單的愛過 我還是我..............
簡簡單單的傷過 就不算白活..............
簡簡單單的瘋過 被夢帶走.............
當故事結束之後 心也喜歡一個人寂寞..............

只是簡簡單單的愛過 我還是我...............
簡簡單單的傷過 就不算白活............
簡簡單單的瘋過 被夢帶走...............
當故事結束之後 心也喜歡一個人寂寞..............

UnTitle

hey~wat's up~today put this tiltle"untitle'' means that dn wn put wat main tiltle by this post~haha~today~normal life lol~ntg is chg~still boring~xD~em~now rili cn be more happy le la~cuz i knw the way how to put down a love~erm~we are still friend~i thk~a very gd friendz in my life for u~but i dn she le lol~hope also same like my thking lol~^^many thg she teach me~haha~very thanks to her~Wee~now~erm~ytd dono y thk stg thn send a msg to a ppl(Z)~erm~dono she will acc n reply me bo~but till now she also still bot reply yet~haiz~just hope that she cn acc n reply the msg~^^~a new life to me hope tht it cn happen~wei~wake up n reply my msg le la(Z)~>.<~fast fast reply me le dnt dwn reply me la~T^T~hahaha~me sot liao~although it was many thg happen in Nov~ but now i still cn control it be negative thg~Yeah~^^~hahaha~erm~next wed wn start work at carefour le lol~lolz~dono there how de~hope cn work happily ntg bad thg happen ba~^^

dono y~i very lk galaxy thg~there is very beautiful~i very hope tht i cn go see the galaxy from earth by rocket whn i am before i die~take a gd memory mar~xD~galaxy~wait me i will come~xDD~

erm~dono wn write wat liao~lolz~~my friend who go to NZ study de today back to Malaysia le lu~yeah~half of the year no see dao him le lol~><~hahaha~dono he be how le~^^ok le~write until here~see ya~^^

Whn I am with U

When I'm with you........
What good's a memory.........
Without you there with me..........
The morning sun isn't the same............
Without you here...........
You are the summer breeze.............
The wind blowing through the trees........
You make the loneliness.........
All just disappear...........

Nothing replaces your touch..........
Never stop believing in us.........
They try to break us..........
But we stand strong in love............
They'll be no distance too far..........
I gotta be where you are..........

I don't wanna face this world alone.........
Without you by my side........
You're the only one.........
That makes it feel like home........
And I need you in my life........
When you're not around I'm feeling......
Like a piece of me is missing.........
When it feels like the day is closing in........
Somehow I find the faith..........
To make it through..........
 
When I'm with you.........
What's a photograph........
If you're not in the other half..........
Why even dream............
If I'm not dreaming of you...........
You make me a better man........
Promise I'll do all I can...........
Your love keeps me bringing me.........
Closer to the truth..............

Nothing replaces your touch..........
Never stop believing in us.........
They try to break us..............
But we stand strong in love........
They'll be no distance too far...........
I gotta be where you are.........
I don't wanna face this world alone...........
Without you by my side...............
You're the only one...........
That makes it feel like home..........
And I need you in my life..........
When you're not around I'm feeling.........
Like a piece of me is missing.........
When it feels like the day is closing in............
Somehow I find the faith.........
To make it through..........

When I'm with you.........

Hey

I questioned whether time or fate.......
Would ever show me a sign........
The moment I saw you............
That's when I knew..........
I feel it when I'm with you.........

I don't wanna face this world alone........
Without you by my side..........
You're the only one........
That makes it feel like home.......
And I need you in my life..........
When you're not around I'm feeling..........
Like a piece of me is missing.........
When it feels like the day is closing in.........
Somehow I find the faith.........
To make it through..........
When I'm with you........

ChanGe

Haiz~many thg are chging now~world chg....furture chg....life chg....but heat cnt chg...=.="""si pei pek cek y cnt chg all although had chg a bit le....friendz....where are u all...when i am finding u all to chat u all just dwn...just leave me alone...wats are going on??anything i have done wrong??whn i find u chat u just dwn reply me...whn i ask u u just say bz...lz....n more...all this stupid reason....ok lo....when u wn find ppl chat i also will lk tht to ans u...whn u boring i just find me chat...thn whn  am boring to find u chat thn u just dwn reply n accom me just leave me alone....i hate lk tht de firend..very hate...just care about urself no need care about other..is u lk tht how should we be friend again...i very hope tht u cn be before u...u always say u no chg dao..but really u gt chg just u dwn onli...nvm le...i now just hope that u cn be before de u...i rili wn before de u to accom me....=)

Today~21/11/10

Erm...ytd 20/11/10 night i go Sunway shop near sch de to wait the bus to go to the Queensbay for marathon....lolz...v are late 30min to go there...bcuz the stupid bus uncle late come....=.=""wn kill him liao...lolz...whn arrive Queensvay...i am going find my friend ant then go watch skyline....v sit at the starbuck outside for waiting other friends....after a time me,lim thai n chin wei go to the beach there for sleep...but i am nt going slp la...i just sit at there n isten music without any noise by outside n thk someone lol...=.=i am dono y i always thk her...teh diao....but  i am nt going to let her knw anything about me again...^^she gt her new life i also gt~she life is wif her boyfriend...my life is wif lonely..hahaha...xD~dono y now rili dwn pat toh n no hv this thking...but i dono still wn wait bo...no feel to thk tht le lol...>.<~~after watching finish movie v go beside sea there again for take a break..lolz.thn go Station one find her n xwei,zi qian,zhi ming n alex...dono who ask me le y i wear ring de place same wif her...n i rmb tht i gt ans him she  is hv ing a love now but dono y wn wear the ring at the first finger....erm i ans tht me is wn alone forever so oli wear at first finger...lolz....~xDD~this thg i also cn thk put~pro~~@@~ater tht v staring our marathon...lolz... cnt tahan nia...if stop i will very pant....=.=""...but finally also finsh our run wif my fiends...lim thai n de wei...^^hahaha~thn after tht i am going to Queensbay~i see dao pei qi,eddy,chen hua,khai lun n hui tian....after a time...khai lun wn accom huitian watch movie le....thn eddy n chen hua are back...then i am accom pei qi...^^i accom her go to the skate field to find her cousin sis...whn at the time my parent wanna come fetch me le..pei qi say she wn go in the skate but she dwn waste her money...but finally she going inside le then i also bk home le....thn slp at car...thn bk home now plying games...hahaha~thn now wn stop writing le lo...gonna to slp awhile le...^^see ya~xD

19/11/10

erm....today morning go to sch...although dono wn do wat at class cuz btg to do...so i go play basketball wif friends at basketball field....hahaha...erm...after come bk...my friend ask me wn go to sunway ltr...erm..i thk awhile....n dono why...thk dao her again...alamak....gaiz nia me...thn i thk i am ntg do at home ltr n also wn to reset my mood...so i phone my father to gt the permission to go...finally my father gv me go....after sch....i go back home thn bath and then go sunway le....at sunway...v go eat....just accom friends go....n thn go the 'ting ting shop' play......thn go time square sing...@@..at the room...my friend choose dao the memory wif her de song....lolz...dono y...before wif huey i also gt a memory song...lolz...haha...but finally...i sing tht songs wif kee chun...cool~@@~after singing...v wn go to cinema to watch movie le....lolz...whn walking...i am scared by a pretty girl...=.="the girl ask me cn borrow  a min to her.....she wn me to help her register ID for games de...cuz if no arrive the point tht the company wn they will cnt off thier work..but fiannly all my friends go register include me...hahaha..xD~and then v go watch movie le....after watching movie...v go Kim Tarren for having dinner...@@

hahahah~after dinner i am going back le lu....lolz....although they dono me wat happen n no notice me unhappy...but i also wn to thx them for accom me at this day~~thx ya my friends~FRIENDZ IS IMPORTANT IN OUR LIFE~^^

第二天了.....

今天是最后一天考试了...我的心情还是一样没变....现在还是在不好的心情里.....咳...也不能怪。。。

这几天真的发生了不开心的事.....

真的不知道要怎么办了.....

在她和朋友面前可以装没事....

可是一回到家就会想起了她...

我真的很从新开始过我的生活可是我还是办不到....

但是我有不想她和我的朋友担心我只好一直伪装下去....

刚才看完了她的部落格....

我知道她很喜欢那个男生了...

我知道我酱下去也不是办法....

只好避自己吧.....

每晚当睡觉前我的脑袋总是出现她...

我不知道怎样去面对她...所以我想失意，这样我可以忘记掉所有不开心的事，从新生活在开心的日子里了。。。

真想着样做......

对不起....

我不是故意骗你说我已经没事了....

我只是不想你不开心和内疚....

我只希望你能跟他开心在一起.....

我不想再写下去了...

我的泪很不听话，一直再留着....

就写到这里吧...

希望你跟他永远的幸福，也希望你不会看到这帖子....

有一句话很想对你说，它一藏在心里很久了，但最后还是没机会说出来....

我想说的是我爱你........

making a new life...

Althought ytd night cnt slp gd n cnt slp also....
bcuz all mind are thinking about her thg..erm...i thk it is ok de la...still fine...just thk very sad n hving some tears lo...actully i dono y cnt angry n hate her for hurt me...i thk tht is real de me ba...cnt angry any people hate too...ytd chat wif her at fb chating box...she say me is a weird a people,i dy hurted by her y no hate her n angry her...actually i also dono the reason...i also no say anything..just say i still gt my friend accom me...i wont thk too much...wah...i still cn say tis to her to lie her i am ntg...but i also hope tht she dont thk she hurt me or wat le....just now cn say i cn see her happy i also cn happy.....hope tht she cn happy wif the boy jiu cn le..i am ntg else  to do le...n now i am tring my best to make a new life.....i dono i cn do tis or not....just hope tht cn ba....i still gt my best friends in my world.i wont take any negative thking de...i wont make my friend(WJ) worry me this best friend le...^^u also thx for him to accom me afternoon....thx ya....my friend...^^
 i will happy always from now....

Finally

erm....经过wif friend chat n accom me whole afternoon...

i now dy calm down n start put down le...erm...


dn y listen her say to me she is walk wif the ppl le...

my heart is hurted but also gt some happy bcuz she has find a boy take care her...

erm...

i now just hope tht she cn happy wif tht boy...

if gt chance onli walk together ba...haha...

bt i thk wont gt tis chance de la...

bcuz the 2012 coming soon...lolz....

dono how le lo...

anywhere i was nvr thk le...i will find a new life....

before de kok earng is changing now le...

hahaha...gt nitez lo...

i go slp le...

nite ya my friends n world...^^

Left two days~

WooOOo~

left two day jiu cn holiday finish exam liao~~yeah~~xD~

hope faster finish this two day exam thn my pressure jiu cnt down many le~~hahaha~~

erm....in this hoilday i thk i wont boring to anywhere~

cuz i gt job to do le~~hahaha~

hope tht cn do at thre wif happily n no thk any sad thg again le~^^

hope cn happy everyday~n all of my friends too~hahaha~^^

complicated

 lolz....now still gt exam for tmr....

bt now i already no hv the mood for exam liao....

thk tht exam is finished already leh...=.="

sienz nia....

how i cn do now??

i now rili dono how cn do...

before she say she lv me too but now she say she just treat me as her friend...

watz...

i dono how...

how i cn trust which word is real or lie?/i rili dono how to do le...

now i rili dono wn treat she as wat..

although i sstill lk her bt now rili wn to pt down...

bt i cnt put down also....

just see her blog...

i see finish i also dono wn treat her as friend or stranger...

i rili no hv the friend feel to her n other else...

now i thk i cn treat her as a stranger ba..

i rili dono how to do le....

hu cn help me..plsss....

My sej..T.T

lolz.....my sej rili rili cn fail le la~~=.=""

cham lo....subjective de dono how to do pun...

dono it say at also....haiz...

always fail de...lolz....

wn go to hell liao..

dono how to improve my sej also...

no interesting to the sej pun...

when wn read sej jiu no mood read le...lolz...

bad guy de me...T^T...

hope tht sej wont gt below 40 marks  jiu cn le lo.....

haiz~~~

Add.mathssss.....

Walao....today de add.maths exam......=.=

so hard lo.....gt many dono how to do....

althought i gt rivision ytd but also dono how to do....

zZZzzz......T^T..

hope tht add maths no less than 50 marks.....

i thk wn 60  above also so hard le lol....haiz......

i must take more hard in my add.maths le...haiz.....

erm...tmr sej exam...=.=""

my weak sub...lolz...

dono cn gt 50 marks above bo...

hope cn gt it....

bt i thk cnt one...cuz i no hv confident..my sej always fail de...

lolz..T.T...

ltr wn gambateh to study sej le,abo come out de sub will very bad jiu gai liao....

i dwn drop class lo...>.<...

hope all the best~^^

T^T

walao....so scare my add.maths lo...
i scare now know how do but when exam le all forget how to do ki...T^T...
goddddd..........
please help me let me pass my add.maths plssss....
n tis time exam cn gt gd result all must 60 above except BM,SJ n EKO...
this three subject hope cn gt 50 marks above....
plsssss.....T^T

T^T~~^^

Today,my malay dn how le lo...=.="

very difficult lo...T^T...

many dono how to do le...haiz....

but after malay is moral le...Wee~^^

all i knw to do but dono gt any wrong bo..

if gt many wrong me jiu cham le...lolz...>.<..

hope no hv any wrong ba...hahaha...

erm...just finish sch..i saw her at the band room there....

i dono wn to smile wif her or wat...

but finally i also smile wif her..

whn saw her my brain come out many sad thing...><

watever...i am ntg lo....hahaha...

just hope that she happy me jiu happy le...

hope that she will happy forever ba~~~^^